Transitioning
This is the most difficult time I've faced in awhile. Making this transitional change isn't what I had expected. Aging. Aging with medical difficulties is a booger bear for me. I am so use to bouncing back and moving on that I never considered life any other way. Now I am in the throws. I don't like it and I am finding myself vacillating emotionally and physically. Truthfully the emotional may be more mental on some occasions. It is a battle within myself that I don't like. Last week during mine and hubbies devotion time is the first time I prayed for God's strength in my weakness. That wasn't an easy thing to hear me pray. But, I realized silence was doing me no good and the inward battle was actually getting stronger in my silence. So, as I begin PT today I will keep the scripture looping in my heart and mind; while accepting my need to shift as I transition into a new way of living.
